Writer's Block: Listen to This
[info]nyepie

If a friend asked you for some new music recommendations, what would you suggest?


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Summerrr
[info]nyepie

Exams are overrr!
Thank god.

These past weeks have been terrible :/


But now summer!
:)

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Writer's Block: Music for Thought
[info]nyepie

When you have to study or get work done, what music (if any) do you put on to help you concentrate?


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Anything.
I put my iPod on shuffle on my speakers on the other side of the room, so I'm not tempted to play around with it when I'm trying to work.

Currently it's Sally's Song by Amy Lee (Nightmare Before Christmas) 




Birthday
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Well, I'm posting this off my new ipod :) just as a test tbh. It's a decent app :D

I had a pretty good day :) spending the day chilling listening to music in the sun is one of my ideas of heaven :)
I like the amount of birthday wishes too, it makes me feel loved <3

For some reason, I just can't get it into my head that I can buy a lottery ticket, it seems really strange
xD

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Writer's Block: Teen Time Machine
[info]nyepie

If you could be a teenager living in any decade, which one would you choose?

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The '80s.

I love the music & style
New Romantics ftw.

hrmz.
[info]nyepie
 i'm happy, why can't people accept that?
i'm veryveryvery happy.

yet, you try and stop this, stating "bros before hoes", just because i want to spend time with Beth on Saturday instead of some of you, whom I hang around with A LOT.

also, the constant digs isn't fun. 
soon, i won't take any more of it, and will just tell you to fuck right off; but atm, i don't want to.


just stop being so fucking childish. 
and face facts. 



kthnxbi.

:)
[info]nyepie
I had a great day.
I mean, amazing.

Beth <3

Ben and Meg, despite your continued annoyance, I love you guys too :D


It's like, after feeling so lonely these past few months, I've found someone I can talk to for ages, and about anything we like.
And that she looks so cute when she smiles.
My clothes now smell of her, already.
And that she's made me happyhappyhappyhappy! 
(:

oh, and that when it started raining, she noticed i tensed up, and pulled me closer.

awwwwwh, i can't stop smiling.
things are going to be fun again.

:)
[info]nyepie
 Seeing as the last post was all about dreams, I might actually post something different :)

Things are okay, had a nice heart to heart with Will & James today about Life, the Universe and Everything.

14 exams left.

RS = okay.
English lit. = shit.
Latin = terrible.

Revised Biology just now, fairly confident with that though
:)

i'm in a good mood!
although, i  have a headache.

listening to rolo tomassi ain't helping either.
>.<

dreamz.
[info]nyepie
Well, just for Lowri.

I remembered a dream :)


Well, I was wandering round country lanes (as you do) when I turned the corner and the entire lane was covered in police tape, stopping people from going past. 
I turned around, and there was a man who invited me to his house for lunch. For some reason I accepted, and we were soon inside.
There, I met a man with one arm who offered to have a bet with me

If I could eat 1/4 of all the food in the house, he would give me his car.
A yellow Aston Martin Vanquish.
I quickly agreed, went into the kitchen and saw piles after piles of food. 

Surprisingly, I couldn't eat all the food he wanted, so I lost the bet.
As I lost the bet, I had to leave the house so he drove me to Spar in Llandaff.

There, I saw Carys who proposed to me, and then we eloped. 



Then I got woken up by my alarm.

This is the first dream in about a year that I've actually remembered.



it's all over.
[info]nyepie
CSL is over.
god, did I not want this time to come.

why can't it be a lazy friday afternoon in year 10?! 
maths last lesson, watching the clock.
took it all for granted didn't I?


Friday was hell.
Spent the entire of English sitting by Ben, trying so hard not to cry. Then the shirt signings, Lowri with her really big drawing and message. Then when Ms. D started giving her opinions on everyone, it was just too much.
It actually hit me that I'm not going to see half these people again. No more Ben being really loud. No more Lowri dissing James and Salil. 

Got to the music quiz and cheered up a lot, but it still reminded me that it would be soon over.

Then my slideshow.
I promised myself I wouldn't cry seeing as I'd watched it over and over whilst making it.
But, it didn't work.
I was crying so much, I couldn't eat. 

Then I saw everyone else crying and it tore me apart.
And seeing Lowri was the worst.
She's normally so  bubbly and happy around me, but her crying got to me.
It ripped my heart inside out. 
I didn't want that hug to end, it's going to hurt so much not having her around.


The chapel service was even worse. 
Rhi and Will's reading got to me, made me remember all the good times we aren't going to have anymore. 
Seeing everyone I didn't think would cry made it all the worse, Theo, Jack, Adam...

Town was fun, cheered me up. A lot.

But then I got home.
And cried my eyes out once more. I fell to the floor. I sobbed uncontrollably. 
I cried for nearly 2 hours, until my mum came home.

I feel empty inside, there's something missing. 
and it's not going to come back.

I don't feel confident at all with exams.
I feel like I'm going to fail miserably. And then my whole life will be ruined.
I'm never going to find love again, I'm never going to move on, and I'm never going to stop thinking of her.

There's nothing left. 


emotion.
[info]nyepie


today was way too emotional.
i do love you all.
i mean it.


but there's still 3 of you that make me tear up every time i think of you.
and i love you more than life itself.
George, Lowri, Ben.

thinking of not seeing you makes me cry so much.

erch, i wish i could tell you how i feel.
to tell you that you cheer me up everytime i see you.
"Hands down, I'm too proud for love. But when I shut my eyes, it's you I'm thinking of."

but it's too late.
and my heart feels like it's being ripped out, piece by piece.

not knowing is the worst feeling.


end of a fucking era.
[info]nyepie

"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life."


I've been thinking.
I'm not going to see these people everyday again.
fuck.

there's 3 of you it's going to be so hard to not see.
i'm just not sure i'll be able to cope with the stress without you cheering me up.

here's to you.
i've known you 3 years.
yet, some of you it feels like much longer.
i love you.

edit: shit, doing the slideshow has set me off :'((

"My dearest friend
If you don’t mind 
I’d like to join you by your side 
Where we can gaze into the stars

And sit together 
Now and forever
For it is plain as anyone can see
Were simply meant to be."



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Writer's Block: Swine Times
[info]nyepie

Are you worried about catching the swine flu? Do you have a plan for avoiding contagion or dealing with quarantine?


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swine flu. it's a combination of bird, swine and human flu, and is a new strain of the H1N1 subtype of influenza. one of the strains includes the last major epidemic, in 1918. Spanish flu, which killed between 20 and 100 million people. so, yeah, there's every chance we might all die.

however, the government do have treatment available. but apparently they've known it could infect humans since 1998. another government screw up?

Mexico, the origin of the virus, is seemed to be a poor, backward country where people die often. however, this isn't true, Mexico has a high HDI and the quality of life has improved vastly.

as for prevention of swine flu, apparently face masks don't work.
so all we can do is hope for the best.


fuckers.
[info]nyepie
 well, I was quite looking forward to doing it all again.

but, no. 
we're not fucking going to are we?
wankerz.

and seriously, i thought you might stick up for it a bit. but no, you gave up straight away.
fucking coward. 

not in a good mood. 
nothing can cheer me up right now.

advice.
[info]nyepie

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not 
understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. 
But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and 
recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before 
you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you 
imagine.

Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as 
effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing 
bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that 
never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm 
on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing everyday that scares you

Sing

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with 
people who are reckless with yours.

Floss

Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes 
you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with 
yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you 
succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch

Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your 
life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they 
wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year 
olds I know still don’t.

Get plenty of calcium.

Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.

Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe 
you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky 
chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t 
congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your 
choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body, 
use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people 
think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever 
own..

Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for 
good.

Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the 
people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you 
should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and 
lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you 
knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live 
in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will 
philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize 
that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were 
noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, 
maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one 
might run out.

Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will 
look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who 
supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of 
fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the 
ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth. 


Writer's Block: Pet Peeve
[info]nyepie

What is the most annoying sound in the entire world?


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The sound of ringing I had in my ears for 2 weeks after People in Planes.
and that I get occasionally still. 

Bastard tinnitus. 

Psycho dogs and their douche-bag owners.
[info]nyepie
 When I was out for my walk with my dogs today, some bastard dog attacked my lovable dog Harry. 

  [dog on right]

He did nothing wrong, I was watching. 
Just some psycho dog goes towards him, sniffs him and then jumps on him, teeth bared. 

and to make matters worse, the owner did FUCK ALL. 
just stood their for a number of seconds, as my dog has to run away. and only after Harry has run away, does the bastard grab hold of the dog.
AND he didn't even apologise. 

It annoys me so fucking much.

Especially since now Harry has to go the vet, as he's bleeding quite a lot. 


 blood. lots of fucking blood. 










blahh
[info]nyepie
 Fuck man, why can't I just my head sorted out?
I don't like feeling low for no reason.
><


why can't people just leave me alone?
they have to make a dig at something. fucking anything.
idc if i drink, idc if i do drugs, i don't think you should either if i'm honest.

you shouldn't care who i like, who i have a thing for, who i'm even attracted to ffs.
you should just be a fucking friend.

Writer's Block: Theme Song
[info]nyepie

What song would you choose as the theme song for your life?


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This is a song of epic proportions. 


New.
[info]nyepie
"Sometimes I wonder what it would be like for everything inside me that's denied and unknown to be revealed but I'll never know, I live my life in hiding."

Which is why I would like a fresh start somewhere, with people I can be honest with.
Where I don't have to pretend to impress.


I feel like I'm having a out of body experience right now.
Looking down on everything and everyone.
Realising that I'm fooling myself.

>.<

It's rather odd. 

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